Insomnia

There is something to be said for being able to go to bed when you want and get up when you want but that doesn't usually happen except for babies, college kids, the unemployed and retired. So why am I still awake at 1:45?

I am one of the lucky people that suffers insomnia when they are stressed. I know I should get a big glass of water swallow some Ativan and put in my night guard and go to sleep but for some reason I sit here clicking away in my phone while I listen to all of my loved ones snore (Literally they are all snoring)

Tomorrow at 10:30 I have to take the dog to the vet. I don't really want to see her blood drawn first of all. I also am a little afraid that they will tell me she is still sick.
I don't know what it is but that pup and I have a convection. I think there was a little bit of me rescued when I rescued her. I want to train her to be a therapy dog but she is my therapy.

I am so sappy. I am a passionate person I don't do anything halfway. I am a 110% person. I give it all to my husband, my kid,s my family, my friends, my church and now this dog.

I hope that this new job will let me give 110%. My current job required that I was away from the house a lot and that didn't meet my work life balanced needs it also wasn't fulfilling challenging work. It is tough to be away from the house staring at a walls because there is a work stoppage on your efforts but you can't bill the client if you stare at your own walks at home but you can bill them for staring at their walls. These are your tax dollars at work.